in no mood

i think i was so lucky in my life but im not .today have something make me feeling so bad .that is my heart was broken up because of someone .today 1 october, saturday actually today i will hang out with ma boy but not .! im so frustrated ,angry, sad ,and etc .i feel he was playing with ma feeling .huh .have many times i was call his phone but he not answered it .after that i received some message that is from him .he was said "salam,dear can we go out tomorrow ?" erghh .senang btol dye cakap .he did not think i was waiting him for a long time to going out with him didn't he think that ! so today i was crying in whole day because of what he did to me .its okey because i still can patience with him .i also embrassed with his family because when i call his phone his family was pick up his phone .urm .why you lie on me ????!!! if you dont want to go out with me just say it dont make me waiting you for a long time .if you also will be angry right ??!! i did'nt treat you like that but why you treat me like that ..why ?? tonite i still angry what have you did to me ..i cant forgive you dear i feel im not important anymore to you ..beacause you did'nt think what i was feeling right now ..i know you so tired ..but last night you going out with your cousin did you think you tired hah dear ..but if going out with me you give many reason ...did you think about my feeling ..??? im so sad you know ..every nite i was cried ...dear dont do this to me anymore ..i just want your attention and your love only ..not your money or else ..